Payton's Visit

It was totally spur of the moment; A friend was flying down from Salt Lake City and called and asked my mom if she wanted her to bring anything....well my mom said "my grandson". So the magic happened and little Payton flew down with Lindsey and had a fun filled weekend with Papa, Baummi, Aunt Sparky(me...he cant say sparkly yet), and you cant forget his favorite "jackson the puppy". He is such an fun/active little guy!!!!!

He LOVES "Jackson the puppy"...he would get so frusturated if jackson wasnt following or wanted to do what payton wanted him to do. He was so sweet with him. I love this picture of him laying next to him.

Baummi took him out to see Starfish. Lucky little guy...it was FREEZING and baummi still held him and took him out to see them.

The little golfer...we totally forgot he was a lefty so he didnt put so well because those were right handed clubs.

He came and suprised me at work!!! He was so excited to see me it was adorable.

Baummi and Payton putting...Baummi made it in!!!

Well thats all folks!!! I will be in Utah March 13th-23rd to watch this little guy and his sister while my sister and her hubby get to go on a cruise all alone. Lucky Aunt Sparkly!!!!!

Letter from Noah

So today was the first day i got a letter from Noah and i got 2 letters. He is the best!!! I miss him SO incredibly much but good news he is coming home in 2 weeks. He is getting medically discharged for a few reasons. Anyhoo, i wanted to share a poem he wrote in one of the letters..

I MISS

I miss how you tell me you love me before bed

I miss how you scratch my head

I miss how you drive your car, chair up straight

I miss how you are always late

I miss watching you do your hair

I miss the feeling of knowing you care

I miss hearing you laugh and giggle

I miss kissing your neck and having you wiggle

I miss when you squeeze me tight

I miss when you argue cause you want to be right

I miss listening to you while you talk on the phone loud

I miss your kiss that puts me on a cloud

I miss taking 1,000 pictures everyday with you

I miss just watching the things you do

I miss watching you sleep while rubbing your head

I miss just simply laying with you in bed

I miss feeling you skin on skin

I miss watching you put in that last bobby pin

I miss hearing you say "Bomb"

I miss how your voice makes me calm

I miss saying "Hey wife.."

But most of all I am glad that I get to be with you the rest of my life!!!

All he does is eat, takes naps and writes letters.Poor guy i just want him back now!!!

That is just one of like 5poems he wrote me. He is such an amazing person and I am so sad he is miserable just waiting there to come home. He met with the Dr. today and it was finalized that he will be coming home. He has to wait for all the dang paperwork to grow through. This has been THE BEST decision for him because now we will be together and not have to be apart for 6 months or longer, we will be close to both parents, no deployments, we can stay in san diego, he will start his masters program sometime in March, I am starting my dental school in July(that i didnt start because i didnt know where we were moving), our wedding is November 7th and he will FOR SURE be able to make it, the list goes on but I am SOOOOO relieved. I have been MISERABLE the last 2 weeks...part of my heart has been gone. The worst feeling in the world. I want to continue to thank our family, my best friend Cammi and Brandace(whos husband is deployed for 7 months and is having a rough time) for the LOVE and SUPPORT you all have given us...especially all of you that have been checkin up on me;i really appreciate it. Just 2 weeks and its back to happiness!!!!

To the other love of my life i go...the gym!!!!

In love with...

THE GYM!!!!!

(Yes i am still in love with Noah)

But i have to say besides my family/Brandace/and Cammi...i would not be as strong and getting by each day without this therapy while Noah has been gone. I have been taking a spinning class at 6am a few days a week and the other day i literally cried for about 45min of the class( it was dark in the room and it just mixed in with my sweat). I love it I love it I love it!!! It is by far the best way to get your mind off things and if you do have stuff on your mind it will push you even harder. Everybody should do it!!!!

-Happy Tuesday-

Seven Tags

7 Things I can do........

1. Organize/clean
2. Shop/throw any outfit together in a sec

3. Exercise(obsessed right not)
4. Love unconditionally
5. Talk loud and not mean to
6. flex any body part...weird i know
7. Hair

7 Things I can't do......

1. Say no when people ask for help
2. Have a messy house
3. Leave the dishes out when meals are over...dishes must be put away/food cleaned up
4. when people have something in there teeth ...i cant hold it in i HAVE to tell
5. go without brushing my teeth at least 3 times a day(jess u should be proud??)
6. Go a day without drinking at least 4 bottles of water..thanks so noah.That's all we drink.
7. have hair on my arms...eew is grosses me out. I have to shave everyday.legs i can go a few days and be fine.

7 Things that attracted me to Noah .......

1. How much he love me and TRULY means it

2. Eyes
3. He puts up with me:)
4. Athletic
5. Sense of Humor/and when I'm sad he ALWAYS brings me up
6. How strong he in inside and out..he has gone through more then i could ever imagine.
7. The way he loves me and treats me

7 People I admire........
1. Nooooooah
2. Mom
3. Dad
4. My siblings
5. Cammi-my best friend in the whole entire world!!!

6. Noahs family
7. Those families that have love ones fighting for our country-that is the HARDEST thing anyone has to go through

7 Favorite Foods .....

1. Salad

2.Chicken

3. Asian Pears
4. Asparagus
5. Granola and yogurt
6. My moms funeral Potatoes.
7. Chocolate

7 Things I say the most......
1. Right?!?!
2. Im sure
3. Love you, bye
4. Im too cheap
5. ughhh (when im upset)
6. Wedding this wedding that...thats all i can think about!!!
7.I cant eat that(as for right now)

Whoever feels they want to be tagged.

Super Bowl

We watched the super bowl up in Orange County at one of Noahs family friends house. It was a fun Sunday afternoon and a good way to spend Noahs last day with his Family for awhile.

Noah and his parents

Talking and watching the game

This is one of Noahs favorite men...Mr Ehlow- An amazing guy!!! He has been such a strength to Noah and his decisions. He is Randy's(noahs dad) best friend. They are like 2 peas in a pod when they get together.

We thought Arizona was gonna win...Bummer!!!

Can you tell they are related?!?!

Fun day in Laguna Niguel!!!

PARTAYYYYYYYYY

We had a fun going away party for Noah..i didnt bring the camera out until the end of the night. Glad i brought it out 'cause i got some cute ones. Oh yeah it was also my birthday, so the last picture you can catch me blowing out trick candles. Awesome!

My nephews Jackson and Max

Al and J

Brandace and me

We love my grandma so much!!

Liz, Dan and trevor...my good friend that i went to hair school with.

My cousin Jess and my best friend Cammi

Noahs parents Randy and Judy, his little brother Will and My daddy chattin


And the trick candles..took me a few times!!!

Thank you so much Mom and Dad especially for all your hard work. Russ and D for coming down from Vegas and all our friends and family that made it. It was a great turnout and i know Noah really enjoyed every minute. He really appreciates all the support that everyone has given him and us. Noah is having a ruff time right now so please everyone keep him in your prayers. I know it will get better because its only the first week...he is really homesick and regrets his decision. I got to talk to him on the phone yesterday and today for about 4min and it was very emotional but im staying strong for him!!!!

We love you all!!!

HE IS GONE

Well the day has come and gone....im exhausted; heart broken; excited for him; sad; trying to be strong. Thinking how am i going to get through this?!?! 2:30 today a army guy (not sure his ranking) came and picked him up from my parents house and took him to the hotel he has to stay tonight...

of course a few shots were taken

I love him sooooooooo much!!! Yousers my heart hurts looking at these pictures:(
Got all the stuff put in the truck and ready to go

I am so proud of him!!!!!!

If you look at the bottom left..there is Jackson the doggy He sat there and watched Noah drive off. When my mom and i were walking to the door Jackson just sat there and waited for him to come back. He did his little cry..... He LOVES noah. It was so sad:(


Later this evening around 6...It was really cool because my parents and i got to go see him at the hotel when he was done with all his check in meetings..we ate at chilis that was right next to his hotel. But it was hard because it was ANOTHER goodbye. I am so glad i got to see him one last time though!!!!(I may get to see him one more time tomorrow if they cant get him a flight....cross your fingers)


Anyhoo.. it is official he has started his army pay as of today...now the countdown has started until i get to see him when he graduates. Im too tired to figure it out tonight, but it will be done soon.

off to bed because i have to be up at 3:45am-i get to work the Buick invitational the next 5 days

Big Day tomorrow!!!

I have so many picture and fun stuff that i want to blog..my birthday, noahs going away gig, superbowl-but Noah leaves tomorrow and im trying to spend as much time off the computer and with him. He is so ready to start his new adventure! Im not because i am going to miss him SOOO much. BUT I have to say I am excited for this time to FINALLY come because the anticipation is KILLING me. He has the go getter attitude and he cant wait. Im thinking the sooner he leaves the sooner the six months gets over with..right?!?! So tomorrow is the big day...YIKES!!! I do have something to look forward too though. My sister is coming this next weekend to keep my company because both my parents are leaving and noah...so that leaves me all by my lonesome in this big house. I am so excited to have a girls weekend...thank you again sister-i cant wait!!!! After tomorrow there will be alot more posts do to Boredom so get ready:) Wish us luck!!!